A Lesson From My Own Journey In Giving Myself Permission

One of the big lessons over the course of my journey has been around giving myself permission to follow my desires. Permission to love what I love, who I love, and permission to be happy in love. As I’ve worked through the healing, I’ve seen the changes in my life.

When I was going through my Yoga teacher training I got disrespectful wisecracks about likening Yoga to goat sacrifice. Then later about my Twin Flame journey I got more disrespect in the form of calling my experiences 11:11 bullshit and that it was impossible. This is some of the ways blocks to following my desires manifested through people I deeply trusted in my life.

This was because I was not respecting my desire. I was denying the desires God placed in my heart because I felt they would be difficult for others to accept. And I wasn’t trusting myself that I could pull it all off and do everything I wish. As I’ve started to embrace my desire and give myself permission, I’ve learned to respect my heart more. I’ve learned to respect God more. And the same people who were disrespectful before have come around more towards supporting me in creating the Meditation side of my business and in my Twin Flame journey too.

Before I would still do the things I love because I love it, but I would feel bad about it because I wasn’t acknowledging my love for ALL the things. I was feeling like I had to sacrifice or hide parts of myself, but that is not true.

The teachings of Union tell us we can have it all. That is all I desire. I desire everything God has for me. So I follow what God shows me through my desires. I’m still working on the fearlessly part, but every time I come to a fear I work through it however long it takes. And it gets better. It gets easier. And I feel so much more loved as I move through the healing.

Everything changes as we do the work, as we love ourselves. Everything improves, and we get to feel more of the love that is here for us. The work does work in all areas of life. And we absolutely get to have everything our hearts desire and everything God desires for us.